take back now, my life you’re stealing
yesterday was over, today i’m without you
runaway this time without you
and all i’d ever thought you be
that face is tearing holes in me again
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Now playing: The All-American Rejects – Straightjacket Feeling
via FoxyTunes

its 1.10 am & yes, i’m here. i am trying in vain to actually do up web & new media notes BUT it seems that i’m failing terribly. ): i spent my weekends, i don’t know doing what. ): twitter is super addictive & distracting. what is worst is when my tweetdeck is functioning! ): so yes, its monday morning. (Y) in the wee morning. this week marks the 6th week of school! (Y) 4 more weeks of school till i fly to langkawi & have my very own short getaway trip! (Y) you don’t know how much i appreciate getaways, really!

so this week, i don’t know. its fun when i’m in school & is around people BUT it sucks when i’m alone, alone with my own thoughts. it just keep going back to you. ): i tried hard to forget you, to not wanting to going back to you BUT its difficult. i keep coming back to you. 216 hours without you was fcked up! ): i swear, it was. &now, you’re gonna be gone for 3 fcking weeks to London, fuck shitz, i don’t know how i’ll survive through but i guess i will. 3 fcking weeks with an hour of transit to Sing tomorrow & then maybe i don’t knw a trip to sing after that? ):

so yes, school been great, i suppose. crapped a whole lot of shitz. (: watched Paranormal Activity on friday. (: &i actually love maths on friday cus finally i got some nice team mates who are serious w the works & taught me. plus faci help me a lot! (Y) yay! spent friday afternoon with my babe! (: went down to amk hub to get her contacts. good time spent over lunch & desserts. (Y) it’s been a long time since we hung out & i really miss her so. (: i’m sorry i didn’t attend your concert but glad to know you had a good concert & everything. (:

okay so marketing UT was errr… quite okay… i couldn’t do a few questions, blame myself for not studying. TSK. well just gotta do better for daily grades & the other 2 UTs. oh well. my post today is jumbled up. i’m writing everything everywhere. just having paragraph but its jumbled up & all. i don’t know. just like my mind, all confused & everything else’s. =/

oh yes! i’m so sorry chandni for not going to your deepavali dinner. i’m really sorry but something came up! :s

&oh! i had such a good dream. if only it came true. then life will be perfect. okay, no, it still won’t cus i don’t know but yeah, if that dream came true, i’ll be fcking happy girl!!! i swear. i ♥ you rachel tina teo shan mei! (: i can’t wait to hang out with you again. y’know i seriously think im losing all my social life ever since i start schooling at RP. anyway, i love you, i miss you & fuckk i’m fcking not lesbian to those who thinks that i’m one for saying all this! but yes, i miss hanging out w you, just chilling & crapping away! can’t wait to do all that with you again. YAY. i love you. can’t wait to see you. hope we’ll see each other before i fly off. ♥

&yes, specially for my darlings & my mates like siewyi, imah, tai, fadhil & many others who are seating for the A’s, ALL THE BEST to you guys! (: give it all you guys have. (: i’ll be praying for you! (: (: (: all the bestest luck to you guys!

&&&&yes, twitter been great. i’ve met some amazing people there. (: mostly from germany! my fav country ever since i studied it in sec 3! (: hahah. &i think i need to cut down on my computer usage. yeah, you guys shud prolly check out John Mayer’s twitter page & then you’ll get what i mean by cutting down on my usage. (: heheh.

&&&&&&yes! i found the perfect therapy of all time. so now when i’m all down & everything, i know what to do alrdy. (: haha. basically, if you need to cheer yourself up, go to youtube & typed in Shane Dawson. (: he’s amazing, seriously. his videos are like awesome. (: &he’s hot. (: haha. it’s like when you watch him, you’ll go “oh! he’s so fcking hot, i so fcking wanna fuck him!” that kind of thing. okay, not really, i’m just kidding…… not haha. he’s really funny & we’ll brighten up your day! &another way, its to go to FML website. okay, some of the things that happened were really sad, like really FML moments BUT some are hilarious, really. &yeah, i got that idea from Shane Dawson. (: hahah. but he rawks seriously. (: should really go & watch his vid. (: me like it a hell lot. falls in loves. (: hahaha. okay, i’m crazy. LOL.

&oh! you gotta check out Paola Sauso. (: he has such an amazing voice. seriously. &he’s new cover on Jordin Sparks Tattoo, is like WOW. blew me right away. (: haha. it’s really very nice. AMAZING. like seriously. haha. okay, i’m just repeating what i’m saying. hehe. &oh, something is wrong w me! it’s like half hour to 4 & i’m not sleepy! oh no! :s &i’ve got like school in a few hours time. nice one tiqah. &no, i’m not suffering from insomnia or whatever shitz. i think i’m gonna sleep after this. (: haha.

actually, i’m waiting for G + trying my best to study but obviously i failed. ): &i don’t think G is coming online so whatever. haha. i’m lazy too wait. it’s like late at night & i need to sleeep. he’s prolly working till late since he hasn’t replied my email also. so yeah, i’m just gonna go to bed now.

&yes, if you’ve stayed on reading till here, i’m sorry, i think i wasted your time letting you read this shitz. i’m just rambling on & on. :s sorry. but nevertheless, hope you had a good laugh or whatever by reading this post. (:

&&&yes, i’ve got a fcking tumblr. but you won’t get my url. it’s kinda private cus there is stuff tht i wrote there that i won’t write on either my blogger or wordpress. or even if i did, i password protect it or privatized it, so yeah. but if you’re attentive to my twitter, you’ll get my tumblr url. its connected, both of them. (: hehhe.

okay, good night. love you guys. (:

because a few wonderful days is definitely more worth it. <3

&just so if you’re interested, i took like one and a half hour to finish this entry. -.-

xoxoxo-
atiqah.