and still you’re in my heart
damn. i want to be on LOA again! =( banana just got his LOA from today till friday. i want LOA so that i don’t need to take UT. booo. =( UT 2 starts on wednesday w Cognitive as the first paper & science as the second paper on friday. GAH. i’m not prepared. yes, i know its like what open-book test BUT i still need to study specially for science, maths & programming. i need to do well for UT 2. urghhh.
okay, its nearly 1 in the morning & i really should sleep BUT no, i’m here w my notebook. hahah.
damn. okay. i just realized how in need of time i really need. i just wasted my sunday by lazing around, watching Confession Of A Shopaholic AGAIN & reading The Beach House. when i could actually STUDY instead. oh fcuk. i wasted time yet again. =( yesterday study session wasn’t good at all. no, it totally wasn’t good. i only managed to cover 2 weeks worth of stuff. i still got a freaking 6 weeks worths of stuff to cover. oh fcuk. I’m so screwed! YAY. don’t you all just love it when atiqah is screwed, no? dammit. i hate it when this happens.
so today, i stayed home & irritate my sister. HAHAHAH. &i finished up my book. The Beach House By Jane Green. =D omgahhh. its such an awesome book. i LOVE the twist of the story. it really touches me. the whole story. makes you feel, i don’t know.
i’ve forgotten on what i’ve did for the past days & it isn’t really interesting anyway. though i’ve been waking up in the wee morning. i don’t know why. i’ll like suddenly wake up. haha. someone said it was NATURAL INSTINCT that i woke up & came online cus he’s online. hahah. wts.
okay, my eyes are closing but i just refuses to sleep. i don’t wanna go to school tomorrow. =( boooo. RP is like i don’t know. they shorten the time where we can eat & they even allocate which food court we gotta go eat cus of the freaking H1N1. &they even don’t allow us to train. so i haven’t had canoe training for like since we start LOA. darn.
&as usual, i do have A LOT to actually blogged about but i just can’t put it into sentences, into phrases.
okay freak, i’m hungry! &someone just said that i’m a SHEMALE. thanks a lot uhh! D:<
&i’m listening to hilary duff. (: wooot. haven’t been listening to her songs for the longest time ever. D: i feel good listening to her songs again. yeahh. i love her mucho. she’s one artist whom i look up too. 
&oh oh! i’ve recovered my polaroid that i owned since like back when i was in primary school. y’know the polaroid i-Zone, those cute cameras. hahaha. i wanna get the film so that i can use it AGAIN. though i don’t if it actually works still or not. =/ damn.
OH! &on a really sad sad sad note, Owen is now in Manchester United. WTF! i’m so disappointed. D: there’s goes my fav player of all time. oh manz. how could he? MANCHESTER UNITED!!!! out of all teams. he chose to go to Man Utd. aww manz. my fav player gone. gone. gone. gone to manchester united. i’m so so so so upset about it. ♥
still thinking on what i shud wear later to school. haha. i miss wearing school uni. don’t need to think of what to wear everyday. i miss yellow & blueee. fairfield fairfield fairfield. ♥
shitz. i seriously should go to sleeep. &i’m awaiting my dreaded phone bills. damn. i bet mum will hit the roof top when she sees the bill. even though i PAY my own bill she still insist that she gotta see my bill & all. damn damn damn. i hope it won’t be as much as my previous bills. =/ urghhh. i can only pray! eeeps.
okay. sleeping time now!
good night world. i’ve got to be up in like 5 hours time or so? damnz. &somebody get to sleeep in. 
boooo. ):
xoxoxo-
atiqah.
