; shooting stars. <3
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
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Now playing: B.O.B. ft. Hayley Williams – Airplanes
via FoxyTunes
So HI. ;D i swore i haven been blogging for ages. i just can’t bring myself to be here anymore. :/ i don’t know. i guess i just don’t want to blog anymore? i don’t know. :/
so anyway, its gonna be the fourth week of school soon. (Y) pretty much can’t wait for term break already. 4 modules. adefinitely not easy. java gives me headache. :/ ahah. lessons been alright i guess? my new class is pretty sexciting xDD so all is good. (: groups been alright i suppose? had lots of fun w richelle last tuesday. oh wait, more like my whole team. (: i honestly think that my tuesday & friday group is like hella fun cus we’re all so hyper & all. ^^ urm, i partial w fareaha last friday. first partial of the sem. haha. i just couldn’t figure out the codes & all. :/ so since it was still early, we headed down to ang mo kio hub to catch Kick-Ass. fucking awesome story but we were both freezing. LOL. &they give me an overflow of cheese. smh. lol. but the movie was kinda cool (:
last thursday, he came back. got a text that i long gave up hope on. something i want to put it behind me. its been hella long. i don’t know even know why you came back? half of me is kinda glad that you’re back BUT half of me just want you to fuck the hell out of my life. things are different now. twice i let you back into my life. but not this time. i hate the times where i kept on hoping that soon you’ll be here. it just get harder & harder. &thanks for kinda pissing me off tonight. maybe you should just stay in aussie & don’t come here anymore. maybe you shouldn’t hit me up when you finally get your fucking ass here again. cus things changes & i guess, i don’t want to see you any longer? idk. but twice is enough. i told you there’s never gonna be the third, really.
things w someone finally ended. it was hard. but i got it done. we had our last flirt that other night, but who knew that was the last one that we may ever do. it was a nice night but you got a bit conceited. i didn’t like who i was talking too anymore. ): you were different, so different. ): i wish we started off as friends & not rush into anything in january. but oh wells, i was glad we were what we were during that time. i treasured it. <3
on a very light note, i caught kelly clarkson live in singapore last tuesday. <3 OMFG. one of the best night of my life. (: she was just fucking amazing. i adore here. that night was truly just wonderful. take me back there again, please. n___n
so life been good. cept for minor/major hiccups here & there, it has been good. (: &got to catch up w my sexy hubby on saturday. (: missed him much. (: according to him, i need to stop shopping cus we’re moving into a mansion. HAHAH. &he complains that i spent too much at billabong stores which i then reply that he spent too much on all his basketball stuffs & yes, i won. (Y) hahah. he had a jolly well good time teasing me the whole time of course. that’s a hobby of his. that’s one of the way which make him smile (: hahah but nevertheless, its true what he says, i need to stop spending so much money ):
on a side note, all is good. well, not really but im convincing myself that life IS good. i’m a pro at that, i’ll succeed. ;P its just a matter of time before i really break down. HA. fucking loser, i know. Jessie, Levi & Niki has been pretty much people who i talk to everyday. (: pretty fun. we’ve jokes you won’t understand & they love to make fun of me. not niki, though. but fun times on tinychat. <33
so yea, i’ll stop here. i love you. yea, you, the person reading this. ;P hahahah.
btw, a quick prayer for shane dawson grandma’s. i hope she’ll be fine. (:
ps: i miss rachel. i miss felicia. i miss wendy. i miss rene. i miss joel. think they’re others but this is who i remember for now. haha. <333
xoxoxo-
atiqah.
